i don't understand why people are so quick to say that, like it makes them better or something, who cares if i don't just ask/answer questions???????? lmao
yup, was gonna go to an AA meeting tonight, but my son is sick, so I will have to make the next one, on Thursday....oh and btw..I dont think I ever explained what happened.. Saturday night, I drank my usual bottle of whiskey...but then I smoked this stuff I bought over the internet, called Gnanga...or something like that, its supposed to relax you. Anyway I went to bed...the rest, I don't remember, but my wife said she woke me up, so I could take her to work and that I started freaking out, I stood still for a second, then started shaking, yelled out something like "Oh no, they are coming to get me!", then fell down on the bed in the fetal positon. She tried to get me up off the bed, and went as far as hitting me real hard on the back (funny but I dont have any bruises or pain from it)...finally she said she was going to call my dad to come pick her up, and I said "OK, just tell my parents I am sick and can't take you"... she then called my parents, told them I was sick, and my dad came and got her. While he was on his way, she called my sister and told her what had happened, and that she thought I had taken some drugs or something...it scared the sh!t out of her, and from the little bit I remember it scared me too. So, no more drinking, and no more smoking anything ...I guess it was a bad combination. Sorry this post has gone so long, but I thought ya'll might want to know the details.
it was the worst thing I've had happen to me, and if I was trying to up my post count, why make a lengthy post? several short posts would make it go up faster. I am not a hardcore drug user, hell...the only thing I've ever done, as far as drugs, has been weed. The main reason I have quit, is that my wife has told me that she will leave me if anything like that ever happens again. So maybe its not so hard core, but to me it was.
I'm sorry, bro... really. I just read what I wrote last night, and I'm not trying to sound cool OR be a dick... I'm just sorry... (obviously I've got a few problems of my own)
